I didn’t do well in law school.
And I moved back home.
My mom needs dialysis soon…
And later today, I may possibly have to put my best friend of 14 years down… My little chihuahua.
While trying to be strong for her on our way to the vet and all of today.
Not only that but I can’t find a job, and school isn’t starting soon.
I feel at such a low point with all of this, plus trying to be strong with my own health declining.
I just want things to freeze in time. Or that I wake up from this nightmare of not doing well or that my mom isn’t dieing and that my dog is really healthy and that my organs are perfectly fine.
But this is life, isn’t it?